Need to get my thinking cap on.

I have been trying to come up with a new story to write about. I find it a bit difficult as though I remember doing things, and the friends I had, I have a bit of a hard time remembering the details that make the story interesting. There are a few too many fried neurons in my brain, trying to make the connections can be hard.

I was going to write about the first time I got high...but I don't remember when, where or who it was with.

Then there was the other time I got dragged down to the police station, but I was on acid, and I remember very little of it.

There are parties, concerts, dances and other things that I can recall, but they often just merge into one, and I have a hard time separating the events in my head.

Some other things I am almost afraid to write about. My blog is getting more exposure now, which is what I wanted, but what if my Mom or Dad, or my teenage son come across it? Or worse, what if one of the people in this very small town I live in happens to find it. I am using my maiden name, but it's not too hard to put two and two together. I've been trying to make a good name for myself here, there are too many small town minds that just wouldn't get it.

What I really want is to have some of the people I write about, or someone I knew back then find this. I think some would get a kick out of it, and I love hearing from people in my old crowd. That is why I use my maiden name. If you Google Teresa Osborne right now, my profile is #1 on the list.

I guess I will just continue to write about people for now. It may not be all that interesting to others who read this, but perhaps some will find a similarity to friends they used to have. Perhaps it will bring back good memories for them, that would be a good thing.

And hopefully, as I write about these people, more of my memories will come back to me, and the stories will flow again. I have all the time in the world to write in here, I don't plan on going anywhere.